Hello, lovelies.

So today I binged like no one has ever binged before.   I don't know what to do anymore.  I eat and eat and eat and eat and then I don't eat and then it starts all over again.  I'm at a "normal weight" for my height.  About 128lbs at 5'6 3/4".  But I'm huge and I'm not good enough and tomorrow I will be better. I will I will I will.  I made this blog so just maybe I could share my story with people whose story is all too similar.  I need people who can relate.  No one in my life can relate to anything.  I'll love all of you, I promise.  Keep me on track. Must get to 115 by May, preferably April. I want to be beautiful at Prom. I need to be.

We can.
xoxo

J