So today I binged like no one has ever binged before. I don't know what to do anymore. I eat and eat and eat and eat and then I don't eat and then it starts all over again. I'm at a "normal weight" for my height. About 128lbs at 5'6 3/4". But I'm huge and I'm not good enough and tomorrow I will be better. I will I will I will. I made this blog so just maybe I could share my story with people whose story is all too similar. I need people who can relate. No one in my life can relate to anything. I'll love all of you, I promise. Keep me on track. Must get to 115 by May, preferably April. I want to be beautiful at Prom. I need to be.